Listen to me HEART,

There was a girl. She was a simple normal person. Before, she never knew what love is all about. She wonders why people always keen to be in love, why people keep on crying, disappointing, hoping and praying for that love. She was too naive at that time. She continued her journey to achieve what she dreamt for. And then, there it came, a thing called love. At first it was so nice, so beautiful. She was so happy and yet she said to herself, "If love is so calming like this, I wanna be forever in love."

She was so wrong. The boy she loved the most broke her heart into pieces. She cried. Disappointed very much coz that was her first love. She moved on knowing that it would be hopeless for her to stay just for him that would never appreciate her.

Then, came the second boy. He loved her the most. But the problem is, she didnt love him as much he love her. She was in trauma. And yet, she broke that boys' feelings for many times. Still, he wanted her and never let go of her. She never realized how that boy loved her so much. She kept on breaking his heart. And yes, she succeed.

He broke into pieces but he never left her. Instead, she was the one who left first...

Then came the third boy. The truth is, she left the second boy for the third boy. Pathetic. The third boy promised her to marry her. She was so surprise. She was so happy eventhough her heart was still with the second boy. Everything went smoothly until one day they fought. She raised her voice unintentionally to that boy. The third boy was so disappointed. And, he left the girl. The girl was so broken inside, worst than before. She cried. She disappointed. She begged him to get back with her. He never listen and instead leave her without any valid reasons. She was alone. No one stayed but everyone left.

She was in the dark, no way out. At last, she went to Allah. She gave everything to Allah. Knowing that her scar was so deep, she stayed closer to Allah all the time. She gained her confidence again. And now, she is trying to move on, leave all the scars behind. She begged for Allah's forgiveness, knowing how sinful she was before. Day by day, she keep on trying to forget, to erase the love she had for the third boy. She regret now that she lost all of her love to the second boy and that the second boy still wait for her. She's moving on.

Then, came the fourth boy. With a love hidden in his heart. Friendship is started with a beautiful gift from him to her, a Koran. She received that gift with a happy smile knowing that boy was sincere to be her friend. Time passed by and day by day, the fourth boy gave her signs that he loves her. The girl realized that but her scar was too deep and she wont receive any boy for the rest of her life. She waited. Her heart was still empty. She was still sad. She moves on and wonders what will be the end to this love story. Yes, she waits for her Lover's answer. She believes her Lover's, Allah will always give her the best. She never stop hoping that one day she will attain happiness like other people. Someday maybe.

Written by real me about real people. <3